You know what I hate!

I hate it when some one tells you they will help you with some thing then totally blows you off and ignores you! If you can do it, just say so. Or if you don't want to do it say so. Don't blow off some one it's so freaking rude! I don't like having friends like this it reminds me of my mother she does this a lot! Ok done venting!

Up date on Eric ...

So his graduation date might have change. Right now it's only rumor. It would be great if he would graduate on the 8th instead of the 19th. He He ... from one kids Birthday to the next at least it makes it easy to remember the dates by using the kids b-days. I hope that he finds out soon so I can start setting things up for the move if he graduates early!

Also so much for keeping my self busy Doctor said I have been doing way to much she said to rest for no less then a week. Uggg do they know how boring that gets! So I have made my desk a nice little work area and I have moved an empty box in here so that I can prop my feet up. She never said bed rest ... just needed to stay off my feet, and get lots of sleep. I would say 14 hours a day is enough. So I am going threw old bills and shredding things we will not need once we move. I am also writing a letter to all them unwanted Credit card offers, stating we done want that crap no more. A very good idea when your about to move and don't know who will see you junk mail next. That will be a lot of envelopes. I just wish that I would have done the writing letters bit a lot sooner. Hope that it works.

Lots to do with so little time!

BNONC

So Eric Finally left for BNONC this morning. He will be gone for about 2 months. He will graduate on June 19th. So he should be home some time after that it will take him about 3 days to drive home. I am going to miss him while he is gone but at least I get more done while he is gone. Today my goal is to go declutter the master bathroom and get every thing out of there that I don't need. That way tomorrow I can to a scrub it down. I am going to keep my self as busy as I can with him being gone. I don't want to stop and sit ... doing so lets my mind wander and that is some thing I don't need right now. So I will be pushing myself to get a lot done in the next two months. I am going to have the movers out around the end of June to pack us up. Still trying to get ride of more stuff.I know that we are way over weight we where over weight coming back from Holland by like 6,000 lbs but thankfully Eric moved up in rank so we are only over weight by 5,000lbs but we also have lots of new furniture. So I know that we are way over. BLAH! Ok so off I go to start my days work!

My miscarriage …

I am writing this here because I have been having a hard time talking about this. Last week I had my OB appointment and found there was no heartbeat it was hard to take. I think my husband took this hard too he was real excited when we found I was pregnant again. We have been trying for about two and a half years. My doctor at first wanted me to go two weeks to see if I would pass the baby on my own. But today she decided that things should be sped up just a little since I had no sign of cramping or bleeding. She really did not want me to have to go threw a D&C next week. There where a few things that helped her decide this, one I am stressed about going under the knife again, two my blood pressure is way up from where it normally sits. Normally my number is at about 110/78 well it was 138/80 the last time and no matter how long I sat in that darn little chair and tried to relax it just was not going down. Plus my husband will not be here next week for the scheduled D&C on Wednesday. He is going to BNCOC. Plus I don’t think she wanted me to be alone after the D&C. She decided for the pill. It is one that is inserted vaginally. Not to fond of this idea, but I tried it. Oh I was fine for the first few hours now I know why I got prescribed some pain medication too. I did not know that one could cramp so badly after taking several things of medication it is still painful but at least I am up and out of bed now. So today has been a really long day for me. But for those of you e-mailing me and I have not been replying this has been why. I do feel a little better now that I have shared some news. I know you all may not see this for a while, please believe I am not ignoring you I just wanted some time to heal and a little space in doing so. Good night.

My Quilt ...

My quilt is done, yippee! Well I got it done early last month. Just had no time to post about it.

So I will post the pictures. If I remember how to put them up here.

This is the main part of the blanket. I should have taken a better picture of the flowers oh well maybe another time I will do that. The top part is flipped back to see the backing too. I love it but I will never ever make another blanket for this bed. Blahhh is all I can say about that. I bleive I have a full picture of my bed on this blog if not it's on my other one that no longer works. So I'll see what I can do to link back to the other one.

Now for the last picture. This is the reason why I will never make another blanket for my bed. The corners.